odd. just remembered i told someone i loved them the same day they decided afterwards it would be an okay idea to tell me to leave their house for basically no reason at all.
kept not being sure why i resented someone so much while loving them and dating them at the same time. wonder why i wasn’t girlfriend of the fucking year. i basically handed you my heart everyday and you’d just tear a small piece of it off as if i wouldn’t notice. eventually the whole thing just fell apart.
I’m a confusing girl. I’ll annoy you, do stupid shit, get mad about the smallest things you do or don’t do, get sad about the times when you don’t talk to me, make a big deal about the things you say, occasionally be a bitch cause i’ve been fucked in the past, get jealous when you talk to other girls, and hate you for the way you make me feel at times. Yeah, this is me. If you can’t handle all of this at my worst, then you don’t deserve me at my best.
I never love anybody because I don’t trust anybody. People are infatuated with having someone by their side forever. Enough to say the same things.. When I love someone, I want to do everything for that person. But it’s hard, especially when I’m filled with doubt.
If they only knew how much I truly love you. An indescribable amount, one that reaches no limits. A love I will never compare to anything I’ve come across. I saw my future in your eyes, your voice. I can’t stand the thought of this separation, I’ll be strong. I can’t get you off my mind.
When you fight for something for so long and finally have it, it feels amazing. When you lose what you fought so hard for, kills you inside. Because knowingly, you immediately lose a part of you.
The people in Egypt are under governmental siege. Mubarak regime is banning Facebook, Twitter, and all other popular internet sites Now, the internet are completely blocked in Egypt. Tomorrow the government will block the 3 mobile phone network will be completely blocked.
And there is news that even the phone landlines will be cut tomorrow, to prevent any news agency from following what will happen.
Suez city is already under siege now. The government cut the water supply and electricity, people, including, children and elderly are suffering there now. The patients in hospitals cannot get urgent medical care. The injured protesters are lying in the streets and the riot police are preventing people from helping them. The families of the killed protesters cannot get the bodies of their sons to bury them. This picture is the same in north Saini (El-Sheikh zoyad city) and in western Egypt (Al-salom). The riot police is cracking down on protesters in Ismailia, Alexandria, Fayoum, Shbin Elkoum, and Cairo, the capital, in many neighborhoods across the city.
The government is preparing to crackdown on the protesters in all Egyptian cities. They are using tear gas bombs, rubber and plastic pullets, chemicals like dilutes mustard gas against protesters. Several protesters today have been killed when the armored vehicles of the riot police hit them. Officials in plain clothes carrying blades and knives used to intimidate protesters. Thugs deployed by the Egyptian Ministry of Interior are roaming the streets of Cairo, setting fire on car-wheels as means of black propaganda to demonize protesters and justify police beatings and state torture
All this has been taken place over the past three days during the peaceful demonstrations in Cairo and other cities. Now, with the suspicious silence of the local media and the lack of coverage from the international media, Mubarak and his gang are blocking all the channels that can tell the world about what is happening.
People who call for their freedom need your support and help. Will you give them a hand?
The activists are flooding the net (youtube and other sites) with thousands of pictures and videos showing the riot police firing on armless people. The police started to use ammunition against protesters. 15-year old girl has been injured and another 25 year old man has been shot in the mouth. While nothing of these has appeared in the media, there is more to happen tomorrow. Will you keep silent? Will you keep your mouth shut while seeing all these cruelty and inhumane actions?
We don’t ask for much, just broadcast what is happening
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What we have here is the truth, forever. What ever happens, my love is unchanging. My shining star, my sun and the rain. The good, the bad, the hurt, the pain. The times we drive each other insane. Won’t always like you, but never not love you, and solemnly swear to put nothing above you.