9020.) Your actions affect me every single day. If you talk to me, I have a good day. If you don't, I have a bad day and lash out at everyone. What the hell have you done to me? You've corrupted me in love.
today sucked and tomorrow is going to suck and so will the next day I’m staring into the black void that is my near future and i can’t help but feel helpless and empty take solace in the pain because it could be worse i hate that saying ‘it could be worse’ yes it could be worse but that doesn’t make it any better
3 years old - “mommy, i love you” 13 years old - “WHATEVER MOM !” 16 years old - “Mom is so damn annoying” 18 years old - “i wanna leave this house!” 25 years old - “Mom, you were right” 30 years old - “i wanna be with my mom again” 50 years old - “i dont want to lose my mom” 70 years old - “i would give up everything for my mom to be here with me”
We only have 1 Mom. Reblog this if you appreciate your Mom.
I miss cuddling and sleeping with someone everynight and its def a bummer. Hrmph. but maybe my time in bed will be better spent figuring out how to not be paranoid now abt shit since my minds screwed up. I’m actually starting to get mad that that monster left me so messed up… i was fine before.. well for the most part..
I’m starting to think i have too many issues now from my last disaster of a relationship due to a monster of an ex boyfriend to like someone who i can’t even tell if they actually like me or not 75% of the time. I love dilemmas that aren’t even in my control. Suhweet.